Myles feels like a failure because he is struggling to afford the essentials he needs to live in the cost of living crisis. His mental health is worsening and his benefits are not stretching far enough.
“It’s frustrating because every time you go shopping, the basket is empty and you’re still paying more than you used to,” the 52-year-old says. “It means you’re eating less. And it makes you feel like a failure. It makes me feel like a failure because I would love to be in work.
“I’d love to be doing stuff. But my mental health is not good enough. I’ve got physical health problems as well, which also reduces what I can do. And I’ve been out of work for so long, I doubt anyone would want to employ me now.”
I spoke to Myles after devastating research from Mind revealed 2.7 million people have considered taking their own life because of financial pressures. It is worse for people claiming universal credit, who are three times more likely to have had suicidal thoughts.
Read Myles’s story.
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